AY DIOS ♥

it's in my DNA.

For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy, have to get my way 24 hours a day. 'Cause I'm hot like that, every guy everywhere, just gives me mad attention, like I'm under inspection, I always get til 10, 'cause I'm built like that. I go through guys like money, flyin' out their heads. They try to change me, but they realize they can't. And maybe tomorrow is a day I never planned, if you gonna be my man understand. I can't be tamed, I can't be saved, I can't be blamed. I can't can't. I can't can't be tamed, I can't be changed, I can't be tamed. I can't be, can't be, I can't be tamed. If I see my reflection, about my intentions, I'll tell ya I'm not here to sell ya, or tell ya to go to hell. I can't completely lie. I'm like a puzzle but all my peices are jagged. If you can understand this, we can make some magic. I'm on like that. I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go, I wanna be apart of somethin' I dont know, and if you try to hold me back I might explode, baby by now you should know. I can't be tamed, I can't be saved, I can't be blamed. I can't can't. I can't can't be tamed, I can't be changed, I can't be tamed. I can't be, can't be, I can't be tamed. I'm not a trick you play, I'm wired a different way. I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, it's set in my DNA. Don't change me, don't change me, don't change me, don't change me, I can't be tamed. I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go, I wanna be apart of somethin' I dont know, and if you try to hold me back I might explode, baby by now you should know. I can't be tamed, I can't be saved, I can't be blamed. I can't can't. I can't can't be tamed, I can't be changed, I can't be tamed. I can't be, can't be, I can't be tamed.

UN AÑO ♥

Los amo, gracias por todo lo que hacen por mí. Son una de las mejores cosas que tengo, y no los cambio por nada. Fue muy genial tener la posibilidad de verlos en vivo, aunque no sepa si se vuelva a repetir. Gracias por todo Oasis, los amo ♥ Live Forever

Un cambio de corazón se hace despacio.

                                K + K ♥       

                                                

When I think about my life, I wonder if I will survive, to live to see in 25 or will I just fall? Like all my friends, they just keep dying. People 'round me, always crying, in this place I like to call my home. Not everyone knows, that everybody goes to a better place. Not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days, but the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on. We're moving on, keep moving on. Life. Hope. Truth. Trust. Faith. Pride. Love. Lust. All make up the things we've lost, but things we've gained we'll take with us. And all I have is these two hands, to make myself a better (wo)man. I wonder if I'll ever see the end of this. And all this rain it keeps on falling, on my head and now I'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through. Not everyone knows, that everybody goes to a better place. Not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days, but the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on. We're moving on, keep moving on. Life. Hope. Truth. Trust. Faith. Pride. Love. Lust. Pain. Hate. Lies. Guilt. Laugh. Cry. Live. Die. Some friends become enemies, some friends become your family. Make the best with what you're given. This ain't dyin', this is livin'! Said we're movin on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone, 'cause we'll get through, we're movin on and on and on and on. Life. Hope. Truth. Trust. Faith. Pride. Love. Lust. Pain. Hate. Lies. Guilt. Laugh. Cry. Live. Die. Some friends become enemies, some friends become your family. Make the best with what you're given. This ain't dyin', this is livin'!

Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money. Boys will laugh at girls, when they're not funny.

Nada debo agradecerte, mano a mano hemos quedado; no me importa lo que has hecho, lo que hacés ni lo que harás.

Oh you know I did it. It's over and I feel fine. Nothing you could say is gonna change my mind. Waiting and I wait at the longest night. Nothing like the taste to sweet decline. I was down, I fell, I fell so fast, dropping like the grains in an hourglass. Never say forever 'cause nothing last. Dancing with the bones of my buried past. Nevermind there's nothing I can do, bet your life there's something killing you. It's a shame we have to die my dear, no ones getting out of here, alive, this time. What a way to go, they have no fear, no ones getting out of here, alive, this time. Finished, I'm getting you off my chest, made you come clean in a dirty dress. A promise is a promise you kept in check, hard to cross a heart that beats it's best. Take a good hard look for the very last time, the very last one in a very long line. Only took a second to say goodbye, been a pleasure but the pleasure's been mine, all mine. Nevermind there's nothing I can do, bet your life there's something killing you. It's a shame we have to die my dear, no ones getting out of here, alive, this time. What a way to go, they have no fear, no ones getting out of here, alive, this time. Ain't no way, DOA. Ain't no way, DOA. Take a good hard look for the very last time, the very last one in a very long line. Only took a second to say goodbye, been a pleasure but the pleasure's been mine, all mine. Nevermind there's nothing I can do, bet your life there's something killing you. It's a shame we have to die my dear, no ones getting out of here, alive, this time. What a way to go, they have no fear, no ones getting out of here, alive, this time. It's a shame we have to disappear, no ones getting out of here, alive, this time, this time, this time.

Hoy te ví ¿Tus ojos cambiaron? ¿Tu mirada cambió? ¿Vos cambiaste? Vos cambiaste.

fist!

You hit me once, I hit you back. You gave a kick, I gave a slap. You smashed a plate over my head, then I set fire to our bed. You hit me once, I hit you back. You gave a kick, I gave a slap. You smashed a plate over my head, then I set fire to our bed. My black eye guess, no shirt on. You're all I see, no place. Your slaps don't stick, your kicks don't hit. So we remain the same, well love sticks sweat drips. Break the lock if it don't fit, a kick in the teeth is good for some, a kiss with a fist is better than none. A-woah a kiss with a fist is better than none. Broke your jaw once before spilt your blood upon the floor, you broke my leg with your touch, sit back and watch the bed burn. Well love sticks sweat drips, break the lock if it don't fit, a kick in the teeth is good for some, a kiss with a fist is better than none. A-woah a kiss woth a fist is better than none You hit me once, I hit you back. You gave a kick, I gave a slap. You smashed a plate over my head, then I set fire to our bed. You hit me once, I hit you back. You gave a kick, I gave a slap. You smashed a plate over my head, then I set fire to our bed.

Recently I've been, hopelessly reaching out for this boy, who's out of this world. Believe me. He's got a girlfriend, she drives him round the bend, 'cause she's 23. (S)He's in the marines, she'd kill me. For so many nights now, I find myself thinking about him now. 'Cause obviously, he's out of my league. But how can I win, she keeps draggin' me in and. I know I never will be good enough for him. No, no, never will be good enough for him. Gotta escape now, Get on a plane now, yeah. Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years. I'll put it behind me, I'll put it behind me. Go to a place where he can't find me. yeah. 'Cause obviously, he's out of my league, I'm wastin' my time, 'cause he'll never be mine. I know I never will be good enough for him. No, no, never will be good enough for him. He's outta my head, and I never know where I stand, 'cause I know I'm not good enough for him. She's good enough for him. For him, for him.

Ya dije que Mc Fly me está enfermando no?

tiempos como estos.

I, I am a one way motorway, I'm the one that drives away, then follows you back home. I, I am a street light shining. I'm a wild light blinding bright, burning off alone. It's times like these you learn to live again. It's times like these you give and give again. It's times like these you learn to love again. It's times like these time and time again. I, I am a new day rising. I'm a brand new sky, to hang the stars upon tonight. I, I am a little divided, do I stay or run away, and leave it all behind? It's times like these you learn to live again. It's times like these you give and give again. It's times like these you learn to love again. It's times like these time and time again.

People haven't always been there for me, but music always has.
                                                           Taylor Swift

I'm wearing thin, I couldn't tell you the city I'm in, the streets and the buildings, and places I've been. Or when the stars go when it's daylight again, or where the time went. Oh, who can save me now? My life in the rearview, I'm runnin' from Jesus. Don't know where I'm going to. I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons. Been lookin' for someone like you, I've been lookin' for someone like you. So sing me a song I know all the words to, and I'll sing along. Could you be my savior? I've been out here too long, and I've just been lookin' for somewhere to belong. Been holdin' on. So can you save me now? My life in the rearview, I'm runnin' from Jesus. Don't know where I'm going to. I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons. Been lookin' for someone like you, I've been lookin' for someone like you. When the stars explode, and I'm all alone. When they start to see the smoke, when I finally burn out. I'll need someone to carry me home, safe and sound. My life in the rearview, I'm runnin' from Jesus. Don't know where I'm going to. I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons. Been lookin' for someone like you, I've been lookin' for someone like you. My life in the rearview, I'm runnin' from Jesus. Don't know where I'm going to. I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons. Been lookin' for someone like you, I've been lookin' for someone like you. I've been lookin' for someone like you.

No importa lo que pase, yo siempre termino en el mismo lugar.

Y estoy a punto de vomitar por haber tomado tanta Sprite (♥) fría.

Ese sabio hombre que siempre tiene esas sabias palabras ♥

Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?

Yo no quise lastimarte, solamente te dije que no. No estarás acostumbrado a sentirte rechazado, OK perdón, fue sin querer. Yo no quise caminarte, y llegó el momento de correr. Hay que salvar el alma, pero con calma vas a poder. Donde lloran las gaviotas, vamos juntos a llorar. No te preocupes no se te nota, que no sabes encajar. Supongo que dolió un poco, si fue la primera vez. Pero hay que ser fuerte, contra la corriente también. Cuántas veces me dijeron que no, a mi y sobreviví. Dame la mano y vení, que te enseño a perder. ¿Por qué? ¿Por qué? Te pusiste así, la próxima vez te digo que si. Igual somos amigos, porque para enemigos, hay un montón de gente, corriente.

HIT

I'd hold you up to say to your mother, "This kid's gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid's gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew." And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilige. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or ANYBODY! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You're my son and you're my blood. You're the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, ya ain't gonna have a life. Don't forget to visit your mother.



Rocky. Balboa.

Ahora entiendo por qué te gustaban tanto las películas de él.

hija dibujada.

De pronto se dió cuenta de que no estaban en la casa de Débora sino en la clínica del Dr. Rosenkrantz, acaso en su consultorio.
-¿Atiende niños?
-Frecuentemente.
Nacho se puso de pie y dio vueltas por la habitación. En una pila de revistas usadas que se amontonaban sobre una mesita encontró algo que no sabía que buscaba pero que por algo estaba allí. Era un ejemplar de con aventuras de Donald, Mickey, Goofy... La tomó dolorosamente con las manos lastimadas y fue volviendo las páginas ante el Dr. Rosenkrantz.
-Esto lo dibujó mi mamá- y le mostró una historia de Donald; siguió adelante-. Esta historia de Goofy la escribió mi padre.
El doctor lo miraba sin comprender a dónde quería llegar.
-Fíjese aquí, cuando Juanito le grita a Donald . Y mire esta mano, la de Jorgito... ¿Qué ve?
-La mano del pato.
-¿De cuántos dedos?
-De cuatro dedos.
-¿Por qué?
-No sé. Supongo que, como los patos no tienen dedos, se les puede poner cualquier número de dedos...
Nacho agitó la cabeza, era la imagen misma de la arrogante sabiduría:
-No. Porque es más fácil y cómodo de dibujar, y se consiguen los mismos efectos. Lo mismo que con el asunto de los tíos...
-¿Los tíos?
-Claro: mis padres hubieran preferido ser mis tíos, como Donald y Mickey, y que yo tuviera cuatro dedos. Siempre me ha parecido que les hubiera gustado más si me hubieran dibujado.
-¿No será eso lo que siempre has querido tú?
Nacho levantó la mirada de la revista. No contestó.
-Si ellos fueran tus tíos, ahora no te encontrarías como hijo de separados. Además -y Rosenkrantz sonrío levemente-, en el fondo no has hecho más que cumplir sus desos, o tal vez los tuyos más profundos.
-¿Qué quiere decir?
-Nada más evidente: mírate las manos -le dijo señalando el vengaje que unía los dedos centrales de sus manos.
En efecto, aunque mal dibujadas por las vendas, allí estaban sus grotescas manos de cuatro dedos.
-Tienes (tengo) una forma muy complicada de hacerte (hacerme) querer, Nacho -dijo el doctor acariciándole la cabeza.
-Sí, tío.

P O V

I'm getting tired of asking. This is the final time, so did I make you happy? Because you cried an ocean. There’s a thousand lines, about the way you smile, written in my mind, but every single word is a lie. I never wanted everything to end this way, but you can take the bluest sky and turn it grey. I swore to you that I would do my best to change, but you said it don't matter. I'm looking at you from another point of view. I don’t know how the hell I fell in love with you, I'd never wish for anyone to feel the way I do. Is this a sign from heaven, showing me the light. Was this supposed to happen, I'm better off without you. So you can leave tonight, and don't you dare come back, and try and make things right, 'cause I'll be ready for a fight. I never wanted everything to end this way, but you can take the bluest sky and turn it grey. I swore to you that I would do my best to change, but you said it don't matter. I'm looking at you from another point of view. I don’t know how the hell I fell in love with you, I'd never wish for anyone to feel the way I do, I'd never wish for anyone to feel the way I do. I never wanted everything to end this way, but you can take the bluest sky and turn it grey. I swore to you that I would do my best to change, but you said it don't matter. I'm looking at you from another point of view. I don’t know how the hell I fell in love with you, I'd never wish for anyone to feel the way I do. And you said, and you said, and you said, do. And you said, and you said, I do. And you said it don't matter, I do. I do, I do, I do, I do.


No no, es que McFly me va a enfermar a mí.

CÓMO ODIO que las personas abandonen a sus amigas/os por sus PUTOS NOVIOS.

SHE  ENGLISH

día solitario.

Such a lonely day, and it's mine, the most loneliest day of my life. Such a lonely day, should be banned. It's a day that I can't stand. The most loneliest day of my life, the most loneliest day of my life. Such a lonely day, shouldn't exist. It's a day that I'll never miss. Such a lonely day, and it's mine. The most loneliest day of my life. And if you go, I wanna go with you. And if you die, I wanna die with you, take your hand and walk away. The most loneliest day of my life, the most loneliest day of my life, the most loneliest day of my life. Such a lonely day, and it's mine. It's a day I'm glad I survived.

sólo mi suerte!

1, 2... 1, 2, 3, 4!

You and I have got a lot in common, we share all the same problems, luck, love and life aren't on our side. I'm in the wrong place at the wrong time, always the last one in a long line, waiting for something to turn out right, right. I'm starting to fall in love, it's getting too much. Not often that I slip up, it's just my luck, yeah, yeah. Rain clouds are gathering in numbers, just when I put away my jumper. Luck and love still aren't on my side. And I still refuse to be a skeptic, 'cause I know how you could still correct this, maybe this will be my lucky night, night. I'm starting to fall in love, it's getting too much. It's not often that I slip up, it's just my luck. Just my luck. Just my luck. Just my luck. Yeah, it's just my luck. Just my luck. Just my luck. Just my luck. Something to turn out right. Just my luck. Just my luck. Just my luck. Waiting for something. Just my luck. Waiting... for something to turn out right, yeah! I'm starting to fall in love, it's getting too much. Not often that I slip up, it's just my luck. It's just my luck. Luck...

Well I don't feel better when I'm fucking around. And I don't write better when I´m stuck in the ground. So don't teach me a lesson, 'cause I've already learned. Yeah the sun will be shining, and my children will burn. Oh my heart beats in it's cage. I don't want what you want, I don't feel what you feel. See I'm stuck in a city, but I belong in a field. And we gotta laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh. Now it's three in the morning, and you're eating alone. Oh my heart beats in it's cage. All our friends, they're laughing at us, all of those you loved you mistrust. Help me, I'm just not quite myself, look around there's no one else there. I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd, guess I got too excited when I thought you were around. Oh you gotta laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh. I'm sorry you were thinking I would steal your fire. My heart beats in it's cage. Yes the heart beats in it's cage. Alright. And the heart beats in its cage.

A veces me pregunto cuándo va a ser el día que finalmente consiga mi lugar en el mundo, me pregunto si alguna vez voy a ser capaz de adaptarme a todo lo que hay a mi alrededor. Por que no puedo acostumbrarme a el presente, y no puedo perdonar ni olvidar el pasado. Simplemente no puedo, y no me imagino un futuro. Cuando por fin parecía que había dejado todo atrás, vuelven personas, imágenes y recuerdos a molestarme y a complicarme. Y yo sufrí, perdí un montón de cosas, tuve que enfrentarme a dificultades que jamás me imaginé, tuve que sacrificarme. Me hice mala sangre por un montón de cosas sin sentido, lloré por idioteces y por personas que demostraron que no valían la pena, y que no lo van a hacer nunca. Ví cómo mi vida se desmoronaba, y vos también, vos ibas al lado mío, no te olvides. Pero vos te agarraste de la primer mano que viste, de la mano que te convenía. Por eso ahora estás así. Yo pienso que vos sos determinadamente feliz, creo. Vos seguiste adelante, vos tenés lo que querés. En cambio, yo me tengo que ajustar en todos los aspectos de mi vida. Yo pude haber cambiado mi vida para siempre, para bien o para mal, eso no importa, pero vos miraste para otro lado, y no te importó nada de lo que teníamos, que era re importante para mí. Me dejaste sola y sin nada en el medio de el desierto, y te olvidaste de mí, poco a poco. Y ahora, tenés todo lo que querés. Y yo soy mejor persona que vos. Y mirá cómo estoy. Gracias.

FUCK OFF AND DIE. YES DARLING, DIE.

El que quiera celeste, que mezcle azul y blanco.

romper.

I never knew perfection til I heard you speak, and now it kills me, just to hear you say the simple things. Now waking up is hard to do, and sleeping is impossible too. Everything is reminding me of you. What can I do?
It’s not right, not ok, say the words that you say. Maybe we’re better off this way. I’m not fine, I’m in pain. It’s harder everyday. Maybe we’re better off this way. It’s better that we break…
A fool to let you slip away, I chase you just to hear you say, you’re scared and that you think that I’m insane.
The city look so nice from here, pity I can’t see it clearly. While you’re standing there, it disappears, it disappears.
It’s not right, not ok. Say the word it should say.
Maybe we’re better off this way. I’m not fine, I’m in pain. It’s harder everyday. Maybe we’re better off this way. It’s better that we break…
So you sitting all alone, you’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right. Life these days is getting rough, they’ve knocked you down and beat you up, but it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah.
It’s not right, not ok, say the words that you say. Maybe we’re better off this way. I’m not fine, I’m in pain. It’s harder everyday. Maybe we’re better off this way.
I’m not fine, not ok. Say the words that you say. Maybe we’re better off this way. I’m not fine, I’m in pain. It’s harder everyday. It’s better that we break, baby.

Mueran putas. MUERAN.

Y mi amor no te sirve de nada, en tu viaje me siento de más. Alguien tiñe tus alas de blanco, pero no te va a dejar volar. Por favor no te olvides de nada, siempre es buena una historia de amor. A tu alma la tienen guardada, y lo peor es que no lo ves. Sigue el camino del amor, nene. Dios te bendiga sin razón, nene. No hay más azul que el de tus ojos, no hay más maldad que tu maldad. Y en este pobre laberinto, nos volvimos a encerrar. Sé que a veces mirás una estrella, y sabés que ella tiene razón. Ojalá se te vuele la niebla, para encontrar tu corazón. Siente el calor de una vez, nene. Para que vuelvas a nacer, nene. Dulce encierro de tu boca, sin testigos. Mago en prosa, días elegidos por azar. Asesino de tu sexo, protegido protegido. Marihuana, ganas de llorar. Sigue el camino del amor, nene. Dios te bendiga sin razón, nene.

se agranda la familia ♥

Me puedo imaginar algo de la felicidad que va a traer ese bebé a la familia. Me imagino tu felicidad Noel. Estoy muy feliz por vos, y también por Sara. Les deseo lo mejor con éste nuevo integrante de la familia Gallagher-McDonald. Los amo mucho ♥

FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS A MÍ ♥

¡VAMOS CARAJO! ¡Más motivos para pegarme un tiro en la cabeza! Gracias gente, gracias.

cumpleaños.

2 DÍAS  para mi cumpleaños, y la emoción va aumentando. Pero siento que igual me voy a tener que pegar un cartel en la frente que diga: 'Hoy 22/03 ésta persona que lleva éste cartel pegado en su frente, cumple años. Tenga buenos modales y saludela por favor.' Sí, así de estúpida e incómoda me siento. Dios santo. Dios dios dios. Amén.

NO AGUANTO MÁS.

NO NO, YA ESTÁ. ME ENFERMA EL AMOR! Pero me enferma de una MALA manera. Chabona, el tipo NO te ama. Osea, aceptalo. O solamente está jugando con vos o nada más quiere el garcha flaca. Como ODIO cuando están de lo más pelotudas con sus respectivos novios, osea, por qué no viven la vida? A veces pienso que cuando a mí me toque eso, todas ustedes van a estar ARRUINADAS. Se joden, por que a mí ningún pendejo me pudo haber dado pelota en la vida, pero ustedes están consumidas por esos pendejos. Sí, CONSUMIDAS. Ustedes no entienden un carajo, por que se sienten como los hippies en Woodstock, pero la puta que las parió. Métanse a sus novios, al amor, a toda esa mierda BIEN EN EL ORTO. Me tienen podridas, siempre la misma mierda. Digo yo, no se cansan? Yo las miro, y lo único que saben hacer es chapar. Osea, LO ÚNICO. Se piensan que es para lo único que sirve un novio, para chapar, para garchar, para presumirlo con sus amigas. Muéranse loco, estoy podrida. Encima me encanta, por que las amigas quedamos como un terrible cero al lado de 'el amor de su vida'. Muéranse y váyanse al carajo.

Tengo SUEÑO.

Y volvimos al colegio. Y lo hice exitosamente. No morí, como podrán ver. Ahora, me estoy muriendo en el teclado, so.

Mañana vuelvo al colegio, y me quiero cortar las venas. Casi una semana atrasada, nunca me voy a sentir más fuera de lugar que mañana. So, ahí voy, once again.

♥

¿Y?
¿Qué te pasa con tus equivocaciones?
Vivís tus equivocaciones como errores.
Errar es fallar.
Fallar implica una expectativa previa de acertar.
Una expectativa es un prejuicio.
Un prejuicio es un condicionamiento.
Un condicionamiento es una puerta que me cierro.
Si vivís tus equivocaciones como errores,
te cerrás puertas.

necesito. quiero.

Paciente: Necesito hablar con Marta.
Yo: ¿Necesitás?
Paciente: Sí, es imprescindible para mí.
Yo: ¿Que pasaría si no lo hicieras?
Paciente: Y... me sentiría muy mal.
Yo: ¿Se pondría en juego tu existencia?
Paciente: Sí.
Yo: Yo no te creo.
Paciente: Bueno... tanto como mi existencia... no.
Yo: Compará tu "necesidad" para con Marta con tu necesidad de oxígeno, por ejemplo.
Paciente: Claro, es diferente.
Yo: ¿Podrías decirlo de otra manera, entonces?
Paciente: ... Me gustaría hablar con Marta.
Yo: Otra.
Paciente: ...Es importante para mí hablar con Marta.
Yo: Otra.
Paciente: Me haría bien hablar con Marta.
Yo: Aquí aparece otra vez el prejuicio. ¿Te haría bien? ¿Y si Marta te manda a la mierda? ¿Te haría bien?
Paciente: Está claro, pero yo quiero hablar con ella.
Yo: Repetí eso.
Paciente: Quiero hablar con ella.
Yo: ¿Cómo te suena?
Paciente: Bien. Muy bien.
Yo: Tratá de darte cuenta si detrás de tu aparente necesidad, no te escondés de vos mismo. Cuando decís "necesito", no te hacés responsable (responsabilidad, etimológicamente significa: capacidad para responder). La necesidad parece algo que está fuera de mí. Yo no tengo nada que ver. Me someto a algo que es imprescindible para mí. Yo quiero, en cambio, es una expresión comprometida con todo mi ser.
                                       Yo quiero, implica una elección.

todas mis palabras.

You are a splendid butterfly, it is your wings that make you beautiful? And I could make you fly away, but I could never make you stay. You said you were in love with me, both of us know that that's impossible. And I could make you rue the day, but I could never make you stay. Not for all the tea in China, not if I could sing like a bird. Not for all North Carolina, not for all my little words. Not if I could write for you the sweetest song you ever heard. It doesn't matter what I'll do, not for all my little words. Now that you've made me want to die, you tell me that you're un(girl)boyfriendable. And I could make you pay and pay, but I could never make you stay.

un neurótico.

Un neurótico es un tipo que no disfruta de su vida.
Es alguien a quien le pasan las cosas.
Es un disconforme permanente.
Es un manejador de los otros y de sí mismo.

UN NEURÓTICO ES ALGUIEN QUE SE PASA LA MITAD DE SU VIDA PONIÉNDOSE TRAMPAS Y LA OTRA MITAD CAYENDO EN ELLAS.

Esta última frase me encanta; me parece clara y completa.
Preguntarás: ¿cómo se manifiestan estas trampas...?
Fundamentalmente, en un individuo neurótico aparecen cuatro cosas:

1 - Inmadurez
2 - Anhedonía (¡Qué palabra!)
3 - Interrupción
4 - Faltra de límite entre afuera y adentro

1 - Inmadurez: Es la falta de maduración. Entendiendo por maduración un proceso de crecimiento continuo, que consiste en traspasar el apoyo ambiental al autoapoyo.
Proceso significa tiempo y cambio.
Crecimiento significa expansión del Yo.
Continuo significa que no tiene principio ni final durante la vida del individuo.

Elijo ésta manera de CRECER.

YO NO NACÍ PARA S E R C O M O L O S D E M Á S

gritarlo.

Hope we've found our sweet release, I hope I fill that hole in your soul, hope that at last we get some peace, I hope the light shines on we as one. There'll never be enough to learn. The river's deep and the road is long, and every which way we turn, always seems insane, but it makes me feel alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud. As we wish the world away, d'you think it's all a dream, 'cause that's what it seems. Every night we hope and pray, that we can do enough, to keep our love. Never be enough to learn. The river's deep and the road is long, and every which way we turn, always seems insane, but it makes me feel alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, when I'm alive. Shout it out loud, shout it out loud.

aparezco.

Cierro los ojos
y vuelo...
Aparezco donde vos estás.
Te veo.
Me acerco.
Te recorro con mis ojos.
Más cerca.
Te acaricio.
Siento tu piel.
Tus manos frías (hoy están frías).
Te huelo.
Mis labios rozan tu frente.
Y vos ni te das cuenta.
O quizás sí...
Quizás en este momento
estás pensando en mí
sin saber por qué.

Yo hago lo mío y tú haces lo tuyo.
No estoy en este mundo para llenar tus expectativas.
Y tu no estás en este mundo para llenar las mías.
Tu eres tú y yo soy yo.
Y si por casualidad nos encontramos, es hermoso.
Si no, no puede remediarse.


Fritz Perls

                                                 I'M P A I N
                    I'M H O P E
                      I'M S U F F E R



               THEN IT'S TIME I D I S A P P E A R

10 - 03 - 2006

Me hubiera gustado estar ahí ♥

imitación de vida.

Charades pop skill, water hyacinth. Named by a poet. Imitation of life.

Like a koi in a frozen pond, like a goldfish in a bowl. I don't want to hear you cry.

That sugar cane, that tasted good, that cinnamon, that's Hollywood. Come on, come on, no one can see you try.

You want the greatest thing, the greatest thing since bread came sliced. You've got it all, you've got it sized.

Like a Friday fashion show, teenager cruising in the corner, trying to look like you don't try.

That sugar cane that tasted good, that cinnamon, that's Hollywood. Come on, come on, no one can see you try.

No one can see you cry.

That sugar cane that tasted good, that freezing rain, that's what you could. Come on, come on, no one can see you cry.

This sugar cane, this lemonade, this hurricane, I'm not afraid. Come on, come on, no one can see me cry.

This lightning storm, this tidal wave, this avalanche, I'm not afraid. Come on, come on, no one can see me cry.

That sugar cane that tasted good, that's who you are, that's what you could. Come on, come on, no one can see you cry.

That sugar cane that tasted good, that's who you are, that's what you could. Come on, come on, no one can see you cry.


Nadie puede verte llorar. Imitation of Life.

Mi Barrio.

Mi Barrio

Mi barrio probablemente sea uno de los más aburridos. Nunca pasa nada, no hay nadie en la calle, ya si hay más de 5 personas en una cuadra, al mismo tiempo, ya me da miedo. Cómo me gustaría volver a vivir en Vicente López, dios, sería TAN feliz de volver para allá, y sentirme en casa de vuelta. Por que todavía no puedo aceptar que voy a vivir acá por los próximos...3 años?

LEARN TO FLY

♥

vida.

Es el día de hoy, que faltan dos semanas para mi cumpleaños número 16 (estoy fastidiando a todo el mundo con eso), y me pongo a pensar en todas las cosas que viví en mis 15 años. Y, tengo que admitir, que a pesar de todos los golpes que (literalmente) recibí, estos 15 años, no pudieron haber sido mejores. Entra todo ahí. Mis recitales, Oasis, Metallica, mis amigos, mis amigas, el colegio, mi familia. Cosas que han sido completamente GENIALES, sin lugar a duda. Creo que durante estos 12 meses, me hice muchísimo más sabia, más inteligente y pensativa. Más artística digamos y más filosófica, por decirlo de alguna manera. Descubrí cosas que ni sabía que tenía adentro mío, y una vez más, probé que soy más fuerte de lo que imaginé alguna vez. Personas que conocí, que fue de lo mejor haberlas encontrado. Y personas que perdí, que su pérdida, fue más satisfactoria que su encuentro. Pero al fin y al cabo, todas éstas cosas, la música, las personas, los lugares, las experiencias, todo esto, es lo que me complementa. Lo que me hace quién soy. Y estoy orgullosa de decir que soy una sobreviviente de un guerra entre mi vida, y el destino. Y estoy orgullosa de la persona que soy hoy, y de haberme convertido finalmente, en Leila Villares.

la única excepción.

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry, and cursed at the wind. He broke his own heart, and I watched as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget, and that was the day I promised, I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But darlin', you, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception.

Maybe I know, somewhere, deep in my soul, that love never lasts, and we've got to find other ways, to make it alone, or keep a straight face.

And I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable, distance. And up until now, I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness.

'Cause none of it was ever worth the risk, but...

You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception.
I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't let go of what's in front of me here. I know your leaving in the morning, when you wake up, leave me with some proof it's not a dream.

Ohh...

You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception. You, are, the only exception.

And I'm on my way to believing it. Oh, and I'm on my way to believing it.

hasta que se duerma.

Where do I take this pain of mine. I run, but it stays right by my side. So tear me open, pour me out. There's things inside, that scream and shout. And the pain still hates me. So hold me, until it sleeps.

Just like the curse, just like the stray. You feed it once, and now it stays.

So tear me open, but beware. There's things inside without a care. And the dirt still stains me. So wash me, until I'm clean.

It grips you, so hold me. It stains you, so hold me. It hates you, so hold me. It holds you, so hold me.

Until it sleeps ...

So tell me why you've chosen me. Don't want you grip, don't want your greed, don't want it.

I'll tear me open, make you gone. No more can you hurt anyone, and the fear still shakes me. So hold me, until it sleeps.

It grips you, so hold me. It stains you, so hold me. It hates you, so hold me. It holds you, so hold me.

Until it sleeps ...

I don't want it.

So tear me open, but beware. There's things inside without a care. And the dirt still stains me. So wash me, 'till I'm clean....

I'll tear me open, make you gone. No longer will you hurt anyone, and the fear still shapes me. So hold me, until it sleeps...

Until it sleeps....

king nada.

Where's your crown, king nothing?

Careful what you wish, you just might get it.

Everything's cool yeah, it's all gonna be okay, yeah. And I know, maybe I'll even laugh about it someday, but not today, no. 'Cause I don't feel so good, I'm tangled up inside, my heart is on my sleeve. Tomorrow is a mistery to me. And it might be wonderful, it might be magical, it might be everything I've waited for, a miracle. Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new... it could never be the way I loved you.

but no hopeless. dice:


NO ES EL ¬¬
DECILE(?
che flor
te cuento algo raro?(?

{         Flor        }       ♥           Mother & Daughter     dice:

sá a.a (???)
sí, dale Ee

but no hopeless. dice:
okxd
el chico que yo ame con la vida(? *****, ahora me admitio de nuevo en el msn

{         Flor        }       ♥           Mother & Daughter     dice:

=O
te habla?

but no hopeless. dice:

no, pero es raroxd

{         Flor        }       ♥           Mother & Daughter     dice:

jajaja
sí
debe estar por pedirte algo
e..e
(???)

but no hopeless. dice:

uff, no te das una idea
me va a pedir casamiento(?
que se muera ahora(????????? tuvo la oportunidad y no la aprovecho(?
si piensa que la va a tener ahora, esta equivocado

{         Flor        }       ♥           Mother & Daughter     dice:

jajajaja
se hacía la re cabeza porque la admitió de nuevo en el msn 
xD


No sería la primera vez que me hago la re cabeza.

I'm not in love 'cause I'm a mess.

lo mejor de lo mejor.

Liverpool ♥

          

Manchester ♥

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

Esto quiere decir que estoy en serios problemas (amorosos).

"A la gente que olvidé, no estuvieron en mi mente por alguna razón y probablemente no merezcan ningún agradecimiento."

Marshall Bruce Mathers III ♥

I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you can’t.

Repetir.

Sí, repetí tercer año. Pero no me pienso enloquecer, y menos tirarme de la terraza. So, hay que ser feliz con lo que uno tiene vió(? Pero bueno, la vida sigue. Así que, a vivirla como se pueda.

la manera en la que soy.

And I am, whatever you say I am.

If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?

In the paper, the news everyday I am.

Radio won't even play my jam.

'Cause I am, whatever you say I am.

If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?

In the paper, the news everyday I am.

I don't know it's just the way I am.

I AM

Feliz Cumpleaños

Christian Martín ♥

Estoy cansada de la manera en la que el mundo funciona.

HOLA MARZO ♥

No tengo tiempo para absolutamente nada, mi vieja quiere que salga YA! de la computadora. So, no sé si rendí bien Matemática, pero espero haberlo hecho. Capaz vuelvo más tarde. Ahora a dibujar y a estudiar. Adiós.