mejor

Hey, I hear the voice of a preacher from the back room, calling my name and I follow just to find you. I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather. And I've trained myself to give up on the past 'cause I frozen time between hearses and caskets, lost control when I panicked at the acid test.

I wanna get better.

While my friends were getting high and chasing boys down parkway lines, I was losing my mind, 'cause the love, the love, the love, the love, the love that I gave wasted on a nice face. In a blaze of fear I put a helmet on a helmet counting seconds through the night and got carried away, so now I'm standing on the overpass screaming at the cars...

"Hey, I wanna get better!"

I didn't know I was lonely 'til I saw your face, I wanna get better, better, better, better, I wanna get better. I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change, I wanna get better, better, better, better, I wanna get better.

I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling ,cut out their pictures and I chase that feeling of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was. 
Now I'm a stranger.

And I miss the days of a life still permanent, mourn the years before I got carried away, so now I'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself...

''Hey, I wanna get better!''

I didn't know I was lonely 'til I saw your face, I wanna get better, better, better, better, I wanna get better. I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change, I wanna get better, better, better, better, I wanna get better.

'Cause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxi, I'm screaming from my bedroom window, even if its gonna kill me. 

Woke up this morning early before my family, from this dream where he was trying to show me how a life can move from the darkness, he said to get better.

So I put a bullet where I shoulda put a helmet and I crash my car 'cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself...

''Hey, I wanna get better''

I didn't know I was lonely 'til I saw your face, I wanna get better, better, better, better, I wanna get better. I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change, I wanna get better, better, better, better, I wanna get better.

I love the rain. I love how it softens the outlines of things. The world becomes softly blurred, and I feel like I melt right into it.



Hanamoto Hagumi

"…I'm someone who's mostly dead inside but still has a little hope for something extraordinary, which, as I said, is the worst breed of human, because it means I know everything is bullshit, but that I secretly hope for the day when it might not be."


Nick Miller

You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge.

Apologize for mistakes. Apologize for unintentionally hurting someone — profusely. But don't apologize for being who you are.


Danielle Laporte

Almost. It's a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite. Not yet. Soon, maybe.

You will be stupid. You will worry your parents. You will question your own choices, your relationships, your jobs, your friends, where you live, what you studied in college, that you went to college at all… If that happens, you're doing it right.



Ira Glass

"Everything is temporary."
-3 words that completely changed my life once I fully accepted them

Notice the people who are happy for your happiness, and sad for your sadness. They’re the ones who deserve special places in your heart.

Anything that's human is mentionable, and anything that is mentionable can be more manageable. When we can talk about our feelings, they become less overwhelming, less upsetting, and less scary. The people we trust with that important talk can help us know that we are not alone.



Fred Rogers

I am learning every day to allow the space between where I am and where I want to be to inspire me and not terrify me.


Tracee Ellis Ross 

I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I've fucking thought of it.


Winona Ryder